Monthly Archives: June 2010

As I was laying down the other day

I sensed something falling apart inside

Maybe it was my heart?

Maybe was it my one dream?

Or possibly my trust that shattered?

Not being able to figure it out,

Laying there without any move

I just stared at the roof

In a quite dark room

The Darkness made my eyes blind

I tried a bit harder to look for something

Something that could tell

The reason behind this feeling

Feeling of  lost words

Feeling of drifting thoughts

Feeling of empty space deep inside,

The reason for these Rare raindrops

Those that was falling one after one

Not from the sky

Not outside the window

But right here,

very close to me,  sharing my pain

Born in my eyes N dying on my cheeks.

Some very rare Raindrops of emotions!

There are lots of various reasons why people would be afraid of standing up in public and talking. I for one am one of those that was very shy when I was young. Not that I am totally shameless now but I feel that it’s all about practice. I remember my younger days when I was in the American School in Norway in fifth grade and the speech teacher made me talk about some wierd old made up fruit, I remember the butterflies in my stomach and that feeling I can still feel when I close my eyes.

So what makes a speaker, Good?

The difference between a good and a bad speaker is that the good speaker always has done his “homework”, and knows his content. If a speaker is unaware of his subject then surely he will be confused and will NOT manage himself or herself on stage. So I would say if you are to speak about a certain topic, don’t think about where you are giving the speech, just KNOW your subject.

Just think, do you think all those that are listening to you would have the guts to be where you are standing? :) Speaking is an art, learn the basics and enjoy while you are at it, no one I have heard of has ever passed away on stage because of stage fright.

Do share your views and experiences :)

Sitting by the window N looking outside , thinking what a beautiful weather [Alhamdulillah] sunny N calm. Many thoughts are crossing my mind, like watching people running here N there, busy in the race of life makes me wonder how robotish we all are [included me]. I mean how unfortunate is it that we don’t take out time to stop N smell flowers, feel the fresh air, or just to look at the sky N smile. We don’t have time! Or maybe we feel that we will run out of time if we spend a sec on actually “feel” the life. Why is it so? our every breath is without the guarantee for the next one, still we act like living for eternity. But, I guess this is life, this is how it’s always been, A race.

Another though that’s hitting my innocent mind is how come people take their relations so much for granted. They keep doing things that they know can be cruel for their relationships they value so high, but still they risk to destroy them N they risk to make them unpleasant, are we humans so unaware of results N outcomes of our actions N choices, do we have different views on things that matters,  or is it so that all this is going towards one sayin: You never know how much something/someone means to you until you’ve lost them or messed it up totally! Sadly so. . .

Past! What actually is Past! something that is gone, dead, expired or something that is supposed to be dragging on throughout life? I personally feel one should remember their past, learn from it N at the same time move on, because if we keep looking back we will be unfair to our present, I don’t say our future because future is something that we have no clue about, but yes our choices of today will definitely affect our future N it’s destinations. Is it in human nature to keep looking back, while walking ahead? Or is it just the curiosity n need of “knowing everything” that makes one research for something that is over N out. Well, I don’t know the answer. . not yet! Do you?

Books! On my way back from city on train I was reading N I was thinking wow what a great company these books are, a real genuine friend :-) you feel like you got the whole universe along with you, reading a good N motivational positive book always leave you with so much pleasure N smiles, it lift your life N spirit up like anythin N it makes time fly. I just love reading N I have just discovered how much I love reading while travelling in train :-P it gives a feeling of being on a journey with a friend who says exactly what you wish/want to listen to hehe N yeah it’s a cool feeling (sometimes).

I have no idea why I started writing today but I just felt the “need” of  doing so, N I just started :-)  Blessings N smiles for readers, cya!